Right now I'd like to skip a few months -
I'm not really dumb,
just always thinking that everyone
will be pleased when something nice comes about
but maybe it is dumb -
Meanness is hard to hear -
It leaves scars and so
I retreat a bit further
into that protective shell.
It will work out over the long haul -
This is a new challenge -
If I had stopped or stepped aside when others thought
"it couldn't be done"
or "shouldn't be done"
not much would have happened in programming.
I know my strengths.
Ha! I know what you want -
You hope I'll make a fool of myself -
Wouldn't it be lovely to see?
Your meanness of soul
Your envy
Your hatred of success of others
Are you less
because of some one else?
* Note: Mama went through "H" to move forward with many of her plans and dreams. Her constancy of will and dedication to carrying out her life-long pledge of "doing good" required stubborn grit and greatness. This was and still is Mama, Lois Brown Dale (now Angel Lois).
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